Krazziness ExempliFieDDDDD

A Conspiracy

2011-11-14T10:14:00.000-08:00

I've been thinking a lot about our existence in this world and our purpose in life. These are some of the few questions i've had
1. Is there a purpose in Life?
2. Is God a myth?
3. Are we being fooled?
All these movies have made it a point to keep on saying that everyone has a purpose in life and if your not happy as of now then, the happy part is just about to begin or it'll come sooner rather than later. Really??..Reallly?
The funny part is our brains have been completely brain washed by these aspects. We do believe in happy endings. In a certain way that gives us hope to live on.

Now, about God. Ever since the ancient times people have been creating different types of Gods because we don;t know how we came into existence, Maybe the first man or woman was illiterate to give a proof or maybe he died or maybe the proof got vanished. Who knows what had happened. The christians have Bible, the muslims Quran, the jews Torah, etc. All religions have a Holy Book with a divine message. Chrisitians say that if you believe in Jesus all your sins will be forgiven. The muslims says that the purpose of this life is to serve God and that our time here is a test.The jews too say the same thing. But would we have been christians or muslims or jews or hindus or sikhs or budhists, had we been born with no control by our parents. What would've been our fate then? I am not an atheist but i dunno. I'm utterly confused. Everyone has faith. What is the truth?.Maybe only our death will reveal those answers. I need those answers. Answers about our beginning, our existence, our evolution. I question our ancestors. What if every religion had its roots from a man who wanted total control of this animal civilization. What if it was just a ploy to keep us under bounds. There could be a conspiracy that we are missing. What if everything is permitted?

Exile

2011-04-24T00:31:00.000-07:00

Its been 2 days..2 days of hell..2 days of self imposed prison..I havent talked to anyone..i have done nothing for the past 2 days..Whenever i see a door that leads to light i make sure that i shut it down..I've made up my mind by being in this prison..Someday i will leave my sanctuary but not my heart for i've been tortured..I will stay here forever protecting my soul..It may not enjoy the luxury of happiness but it will not suffer anymore..This prison is my home nw and i feel safe here..Anyone who comes to my home are intruders and i will not let them intrude into my home..

Expectations

2011-04-24T00:22:00.000-07:00

Do not Expect anything from anyone..Do not Expect good things from anyone..Do not Expect that good things will happen in life..Just DO NOT EXPECT..

The only things expectations will lead is to depression, a sense of worriedness, a sense f killin urself.. jus a few things that expectations could lead you to..but what if you had let urself dragged down into those feeling..what if those feelings of killin urself actually led you to kill yourself..DAMN!!..i mite not hav been able to write this down..pheew..i'm glad i'm alive but not glad about what is happening in this life..i wish i had a better life

FUCKKKK

2011-04-24T00:00:00.000-07:00

OOO BOYYYY...Life is such a circle..2 days ago i ws feeling great and now here i am feeling pathetic and miserable..I'm thinking about taking a trip in the mountains..that would be good..but the only problem is that i have no MONEY..damn i wish i had loads of that..its hilarious how money matters the most in this pathetic world..if u have money ur AWESOME if not ur just a nobody..nd thats wht i am rite nw..a nobody..:(|..but my life aint over yet......

What Next??

2010-12-27T12:33:00.000-08:00

4 this whole my day my life consisted f movies,sleep and a bit f food..Life's pretty much borin these days..i am listenin to a few songs while writing this..i dunno what else to do..i need some direction and purpose..hw am i supposed to find either of those things?..i hv no idea..2mrrw i might hang out wid some f my frnds..but then again thats only to kill time..but where's the ultimate purpose in life?..i dunno..i guess religion has its use..coz once u hv complete faith u jus feel peaceful even when u hav no direction coz then u think tht this is God's plan for you and you wudnt hav any problem with the boredom..u'd just accept it as it is..nice!!..

thts all folks..!!

Break up

2010-12-18T10:13:00.001-08:00

I am going through a fuckin breakup nw..its been 1 day and i miss her like hell..and i hate her like hell...and i love her like helll...wht the fuck is wrong with me..i feel pathetic and terrible..my heart feels empty and this sucks...boo hoo..
there should be forward button like in the movie click..hw the hell am i gonna get past this..anyone gonna gimme any suggestions??..look at me nw..i'm talkin as if there are no: of readers for this blog..shit..

how do u get through a breakup??
i dont think i can..i actually do feel like killin myself..the fuckin part is tht on monday and the rest f the days till friday i've to go 2 the college and see her blooody face which will haunt me like hell..this is pathetic...i've to see her talkin to her friends..i've to act like i'm okk..i've to act like i dont giv a shit..wht kinda bloody life is this??..why the fuck did i even fall in love in the first place..all love ever brought me is suffering and pain..love suxx...

Break up

2010-12-18T10:12:00.000-08:00

Love Part I

2010-12-17T07:02:00.000-08:00

Guys always cheat on their wives..on their gf..thts whts always said
Guys are cool about everything..they dont spend time with their wives or gf..they spend time on other guy stuffs..
Girls always cry...

WHAT IF all these things said above are FALSE??...i've nvr thot abt cheatin on my gf..i love my gf a looot..i thot tht these were the onlhy things necessary to hv a successful relationship..but guess wht??..tht aint it..:(..FUCK...i HATE my FUCKIN life..i HATE it...Adam

Bitch

2010-12-16T20:28:00.000-08:00

Ohhh boyyy...like wht the title says...girls are bitches..i'm being completely honest here..yes they are...its funny how in the movies they dont show any f the dark side f women..its jus the men who are freaks..thts completely unfair to all of male-kind..its infact women who are bitches..they are all drama queens with self centered views..all of them seek attention and jus care abt themselves..they make it a point tht everythn around the world revolves around them..

the complete species should jus die..GIRLS need to be destroyed or thrown out..i hope it happens one day..and then guys will b gays..or they'll b jus guys..

mebbe it aint possible widout the female species..thn we shud hv some filtering process whereby we remove all the bitches from this world..then also the same thing wud result..ALL GIRLS ARE BITCHES...we guys deserve better..to be honest its the guys who end up on the wrong side..but the girls with all their drama makin instinct nd all their weeping make it a point and show the world how they were treated unfairly nd how they are the one's who are suffering..which shows their true nature and wht they are..BITCHES

HATE Part I

2010-12-16T06:46:00.000-08:00

This is the time of the day where where i pretty much hate each and everyone in this world..i hate you all..I go to a college..and i pretty much hate each and everyone in tht college...i hope tht someday everyone'l blow up into pieces..i really do..i'm crossin my fingers..nd my legs too..

u may ask y i've dis hatred towards each and everyone??..hmm..u see..nothing is going according to my plan..and i think thts the main reason..my life sux..its goin downhill..i'm unemployed..my gf is a person(i'm bein polite here) who only cares abt herself..who jus goes on nd on abt hw her life is fucked up when mine's a million times sick nd twisted...girls..they're stupid as they come

have 2 go now
this is Adam..wishin all u hypocrites a krazzy toast...go 2 hell..:)

Intro

2010-12-16T06:41:00.001-08:00

Hello krazzy people..the name of the blog as u see is kraziness exemplifieddddd..its just a name tht jus caught my mind when i thot abt startin this krazzy blog..
Here in this blog i'll be writin all my krazzy thots jus kill time..i'm a krazzy person and i'm jus fucked up right now..and inorder to reduce the intensity of my situation i've started this blog..I hope u all enjoy it..:)

Intro

2010-12-16T06:40:00.000-08:00